When the accusers are the abusers – Hampstead satanic conspiracy fuckeries


“Top 10 conspiracy theories that have come true”. Don’t all stories start off as conspiracies? What about all the conspiracy theories that didn’t come true? Millions of them.

My problem with conspiracy theorists is the lack of objective conversations you can have with them. Yeah there might me a lot of truths you have in that story but there also happens to be a lot of untruths and it seems the problem is you can’t have an adult, objective conversation with out being accused of being part of the conspiracy. As I myself have experienced recently.

My experience has been with the Hampstead satanic abuse conspiracy. I am not going to go into the case in depth but for those that are not aware of it. A mother Ella Draper and her partner Abraham Christie accused the children’s father Ricky Dearman, members of the community, and teachers and parents from the local school of being involved with Satanic ritual abuse.  The court case actually happened last year but the usual restrictions where in place for the protection of the children. The children were placed in care for their own safety in September. (see time line below) So earlier this year the courts found that it was in fact the mother and partner that were guilty of crimes against the children and not those they were accusing.  Whilst the case for care was on going the mother dismissed her legal representative and started releasing the video’s. This was the biggest form of on line abuse of 2 children and others I have ever had to witness.

Within no time these accusations came to light after an incredible amount of videos, 16 in all, appeared on line of the children talking about the “abuse” that had been inflicted on them and others, these recorded on mobile phones whilst on holiday with the mother and boyfriend. These videos, to say the children had been schooled would be an understatement. They made me cry. 2 young children being filmed talking of things that they should have no understanding of, being questioned about murder of babies, cooking and eating and satanic sexual abuse. This was the child abuse ! This footage was the child abuse ! If the children had been abused then these conversations should be with a professional, if these children had been abused this was surely secondary abuse and could also create false memories of abuse.

So the online conspiracy heads went to town on this and the videos where getting millions of views. Court orders where taken out to get the videos removed and people kept on reuploading saying the story needed to get out. More abuse. At the time the video’s were released appeared Araya Soma who claimed to be helping the mother and released the names, addresses and telephone numbers of other children at the school saying they had been abused and their parents where also involved. This was all screen grabbed as I knew so many people listed and actually shaking with anger. And for questioning these posts being abused myself with such venom. I was considered a predator, an abuser or at the very least a facilitator for child abuse, just for daring to question such abuse. Religion, satanic abuse, children, tattoos, blood drinking, child sacrifice. All the ingredients were there in just the right quantity and it spread like wild fire but seemed more fitting for an Edgar Allen Poe novel.

So all of a sudden Hampstead was under siege. People were having shit posted to their house, phone calls where being made to people falsely accused of being abusing their children and the children themselves answering the phone calls. Strangers from all over the world were making contact with people in Hampstead and abusing them for being part of a so called Satanic abuse case.  The on line abuse became physical, mental and community abuse.

We were in lockdown. The police vans were parked outside our houses, outside the schools ( several schools where included in the accusations), outside the synagogue which is used by one of the schools, outside the church. Police walked up and down the streets. Neighbours had people come into earshot asking them if they have eaten babies. The local Church had baying conspiracy hecklers outside on a Sunday. The local church goers being abused and accused and not being allowed to go about freedom to practice their religion. And the police brought in to protect them and services disrupted by the likes of Christine Ann Sands Who claims to be “one of the chief organizers and one of the few public faces of Anonymous” with the  American evangelical style thrown in.

No longer do you hear children playing outside in the courtyards or outside their front doors as they did this time last year. Things have calmed down now but it’s on-going   The schools now hire private security guards who stand outside the school and walk the crocodile lines of children to the different buildings. We have children in our schools that think they need to be protected from these fanatical conspiracy heads. We look at people in the street and wonder if it’s one of them and await for some comment. The conspiracy cult who prefer to believe the most hideous heinous outlandish stories rather than the truth. Those that like repeating the story of the abuse so much you wonder what they are actually getting off on. Those that are facilitating the abuse of those children by carrying on the lie. There is the messiah complex with so many of these people promising to save the world from paedophiles, the illuminate and other secret societies. They seem to prey on naivety, uneducated and damaged survivors. They are predatory and abusive.

Only last night I took the dog for a walk and tucked under every windscreen wiper was a flier titled ” GOOGLE PAPA KILLS BABIES”  with the second line “THIS IS AN OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT WARNING TO ALL PARENTS”. They have actually printed the abuse claims in detail along with excerpts from the bible. The children’s pictures are all over the internet. More abuse and so on and so forth. So unfortunately for the dog our walk changed route and I removed every last one of those fliers and I will do again and again.

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A note to whom ever…

Uk Column, Hampstead research, Belinda Mckenzie, Christine Ann Sands, Araya Soma and the like…….You don’t fucking belong here in Hampstead or anywhere. You are sick and twisted, you are the abusers. You have destroyed so many childhoods and yet you claim you are the saviours.  You are a disservice to any child that has been or is being abused. You are the enemy.

I don’t take too kindly to having police and private security patrolling my streets even less yourselves. You’ve had your 15 minutes of fame at the expense of innocent children,  now just fuck off.

Hampstead mum




I ♡ Hampstead Heath

In recent weeks during my daily walk across the heath I have noticed red hearts appearing. You can see them through the undergrowth, from the paths and across the dell. There are lots of broken hearts all over the Heath and they look amazing. There seems to be a theme here as all the broken hearts are sprayed on the exposed internal rings of recently cut down trees. So I can only assume that these hearts are to do with the destruction of 166 trees on the Heath.


I have nearly always been impressed with the management of Hampstead Heath and seeing The City of London’s approach to be sympathetic to the needs of the people and the wild life until now, altogether 166 trees are in the process of being chopped down to make way for work on the Hampstead dam systems. Some stunning oaks and London planes are being lost during this work, work that a lot of people are questioning if essential at all. What ever the arguments I find the destruction of so many trees heart breaking and it looks like someone else thinks so too.


I use the heath every day and all of a sudden there are big swathes of the heath being cleared and trees felled. It looks like a war zone. I can’t explain how upsetting it is to see so many trees lying on the ground. But to see the hearts appearing is a fitting tribute to the loss of these great trees.  Well done that person they are beautiful.


Thank you,

Hampstead Mum


Hampstead for Sale

Hampstead has become everything that is wrong with London. A few years ago there was uproar over the lease of a large shop being taken by William Hill. A premises that had been stood empty for a long time. The outcry was huge and listening to all the arguments I came to the conclusion it was simply a case of snobbery and it became an Estate Agent.


The property William Hill wanted now a large Chesterons Hampstead High Street

The rents here are so extortionate that they are unaffordable for most, so a chain like William Hill would have no problem affording it. Most businesses that can afford to be here are companies that are willing to take a loss on an individual shop, write off losses against their overall profits just to retain their visible presence on the high street. The individual independent shops have all but disappeared and the generic high street is alive and well and boring.

There are lots of unaffordable boutiques selling fur, art galleries, phone shops, and posh bakeries where you have to mortgage your soul to be able to afford a loaf of bread. That’s Hampstead, posh and unaffordable for the majority. In amongst the capitalist consumerism fest we have one grocery (expensive), one Tesco local (limited stock), and one hardware store (which is struggling to retain its place), and a newsagent (everyone needs a newsagent).

But really my issue is with the Estate agents. What is going on with all the ESTATE AGENTS they seem to be the NEW BANKERS !!!!!! I mean how many estate agents can you have in one street ? Or should I say how many estate agents do you need in one street? Well as of today we have 17 on Heath Street alone with a new one coming soon making 18.

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That’s just in one street!  Why do the same estate agents need more that one shop front?  Surely there should be a limit ? Can we not complain to the monopolies commission or some other toothless watch dog about this? This is not the only influence the scourge of the Estate Agent has on us as locals they prey on us. Daily through our letter boxes we get delivered their crap environmentally damaging junk mail.  “To the Occupier” “To the House owner” ” You will be pleased to know we have just sold a property just like yours for “Stupid amount””  Day after day these letters arrive sometimes in batches of 3 for each member of the household that is on the electoral register, So I have started sending them back and if they keep on coming I will be sending them back with some of my rubbish in it for them.

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This is just an observation of their dominance of our high street but what it in fact we are seeing are Estate agents being fronts for investors in property, not people buying family homes, not property to rent out, just property to sell on for profit, a far safer investment scheme much much safer than that of anything offered in the current climate buy banks or stocks and shares, these alone play one of the major parts of the housing crisis but that’s another story so back to the high street. The government pay people like Mary Portas to save the High street. Well I can tell you how to save our High street. Firstly limit the number of Estate agents you can have there is no way on this planet they are not all in cahoots with each other. Secondly and more importantly is to have some control on rents on our high street. We have to be able to afford to shop where we live not all of Hampstead is rich and there is a large number of social housing properties. Families that can not afford to shop locally seems to be the norm here.  There is such a high turn over of shops here, we watch their interiors being torn out and replaced only to see it close in a matter of months. We have shop premises sitting empty that surely that would better serve the high street if it had a community protect running or an independent shop but no the rents make sure that that will never happen.

Savilles takes up the whole lane between The High Street and Heath Street

Savilles takes up the whole lane between The High Street and Heath Street

Hampstead used to be quirky and arty and oh so red. But now it’s all consumer capitalists blue.


Sad it’s so lost it’s “je ne se qua”

Hampstead Mum

Why I am upset they have fixed the lifts at Hampstead tube station


I moved to Hampstead from a place they used to call the murder mile in Camden in the year 2000. I thought all my chickens had come home to roost. No more listening to the fights, the domestics, the sirens and the general mayhem of day to day working class life. Where to hang out your dirty laundry off the balcony for all and sundry was common place. Where the kids would have their pockets emptied regularly and playing out really wasn’t possible. A place you survived rather than lived. So  circumstance changed and I got rehoused to Hampstead. When I moved I was as chuffed to bits and I remember actually laying in bed at night listening to the silence and thinking how special it was. The Heath at the end of my road and a cute little school at the other. But it wasn’t long before I realised the community was missing. The local school turned out to be like a pre prep school. You needed to arrange play dates because so many extra curricula lessons were being taken by the kids to ensure their success and none of them actually lived in the area. Most of the houses were walled and the residents went to work and returned with out any need of interaction with anybody else. Acado vans delivered the shopping, maids walked the dogs and au pairs took the kids to school.

Over the years and with a war that saw all the old liberals meeting at the tube station to go on the anti war demos, I realised in the background there was a community I just hadn’t discovered it yet. There it was hiding behind the nouveau riche facades and had been around since time when Hampstead had been full of artisans, actors, artists, writers and good old school lefties. So the community was never going to be as tight and in your face as was in Camden but it was there. We nodded, we acknowledged each other but it lacks the gritty, hard but very real and honest working class community that I was used to.

But then they decided to refurbish the lifts at Hampstead Station. There used to be four and they closed 2 of them taking over a year to do the work  And so it changed, every morning when we all went on our separate journeys to work we were all now thrown into a squashed lift together. Morning and night we rammed ourselves into that tight box and there was no avoiding each other. So all of a sudden we were in each others faces, first the polite talk of the weather, the stoppages on the Northern line and yes another Estate agent on our High Street, to discussing the fact that one of our local pubs was under threat and developers had sought planning permission to turn it into flats. Not that it made any difference to me. You needed to take out a loan to buy a round. Another attempt at exclusivity that failed. But it was still a local and we all had the romantic idea that we could get our old pub back. Any way I digress, my point about the lifts was that suddenly there was no avoidance of each other and local issues impossible to ignore. Updates and emails were shared and the talk went from polite chit chat about plans for Christmas  to community matters and it was good, Not everybody chatted on this level but at least there was a feeling we all knew each others faces and the more than occasional name. Over the year our passings were routine and frequent and we had a gained a comfort.

But then the other day it happened the lift refurbishment had finished and all four lifts were open. Wicked, no more being squashed and embarrassing spaces I thought. A couple of weeks passed, when I realised I hadn’t seen anyone for days. No talk, not even small talk, no idle chatter about the storms or the high street nothing ……it had all gone quiet the community created by this forced contact had dispersed back to it’s old ways and this is why I am sad they fixed the lifts.