When the accusers are the abusers – Hampstead satanic conspiracy fuckeries


“Top 10 conspiracy theories that have come true”. Don’t all stories start off as conspiracies? What about all the conspiracy theories that didn’t come true? Millions of them.

My problem with conspiracy theorists is the lack of objective conversations you can have with them. Yeah there might me a lot of truths you have in that story but there also happens to be a lot of untruths and it seems the problem is you can’t have an adult, objective conversation with out being accused of being part of the conspiracy. As I myself have experienced recently.

My experience has been with the Hampstead satanic abuse conspiracy. I am not going to go into the case in depth but for those that are not aware of it. A mother Ella Draper and her partner Abraham Christie accused the children’s father Ricky Dearman, members of the community, and teachers and parents from the local school of being involved with Satanic ritual abuse.  The court case actually happened last year but the usual restrictions where in place for the protection of the children. The children were placed in care for their own safety in September. (see time line below) So earlier this year the courts found that it was in fact the mother and partner that were guilty of crimes against the children and not those they were accusing.  Whilst the case for care was on going the mother dismissed her legal representative and started releasing the video’s. This was the biggest form of on line abuse of 2 children and others I have ever had to witness.

Within no time these accusations came to light after an incredible amount of videos, 16 in all, appeared on line of the children talking about the “abuse” that had been inflicted on them and others, these recorded on mobile phones whilst on holiday with the mother and boyfriend. These videos, to say the children had been schooled would be an understatement. They made me cry. 2 young children being filmed talking of things that they should have no understanding of, being questioned about murder of babies, cooking and eating and satanic sexual abuse. This was the child abuse ! This footage was the child abuse ! If the children had been abused then these conversations should be with a professional, if these children had been abused this was surely secondary abuse and could also create false memories of abuse.

So the online conspiracy heads went to town on this and the videos where getting millions of views. Court orders where taken out to get the videos removed and people kept on reuploading saying the story needed to get out. More abuse. At the time the video’s were released appeared Araya Soma who claimed to be helping the mother and released the names, addresses and telephone numbers of other children at the school saying they had been abused and their parents where also involved. This was all screen grabbed as I knew so many people listed and actually shaking with anger. And for questioning these posts being abused myself with such venom. I was considered a predator, an abuser or at the very least a facilitator for child abuse, just for daring to question such abuse. Religion, satanic abuse, children, tattoos, blood drinking, child sacrifice. All the ingredients were there in just the right quantity and it spread like wild fire but seemed more fitting for an Edgar Allen Poe novel.

So all of a sudden Hampstead was under siege. People were having shit posted to their house, phone calls where being made to people falsely accused of being abusing their children and the children themselves answering the phone calls. Strangers from all over the world were making contact with people in Hampstead and abusing them for being part of a so called Satanic abuse case.  The on line abuse became physical, mental and community abuse.

We were in lockdown. The police vans were parked outside our houses, outside the schools ( several schools where included in the accusations), outside the synagogue which is used by one of the schools, outside the church. Police walked up and down the streets. Neighbours had people come into earshot asking them if they have eaten babies. The local Church had baying conspiracy hecklers outside on a Sunday. The local church goers being abused and accused and not being allowed to go about freedom to practice their religion. And the police brought in to protect them and services disrupted by the likes of Christine Ann Sands Who claims to be “one of the chief organizers and one of the few public faces of Anonymous” with the  American evangelical style thrown in.

No longer do you hear children playing outside in the courtyards or outside their front doors as they did this time last year. Things have calmed down now but it’s on-going   The schools now hire private security guards who stand outside the school and walk the crocodile lines of children to the different buildings. We have children in our schools that think they need to be protected from these fanatical conspiracy heads. We look at people in the street and wonder if it’s one of them and await for some comment. The conspiracy cult who prefer to believe the most hideous heinous outlandish stories rather than the truth. Those that like repeating the story of the abuse so much you wonder what they are actually getting off on. Those that are facilitating the abuse of those children by carrying on the lie. There is the messiah complex with so many of these people promising to save the world from paedophiles, the illuminate and other secret societies. They seem to prey on naivety, uneducated and damaged survivors. They are predatory and abusive.

Only last night I took the dog for a walk and tucked under every windscreen wiper was a flier titled ” GOOGLE PAPA KILLS BABIES”  with the second line “THIS IS AN OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT WARNING TO ALL PARENTS”. They have actually printed the abuse claims in detail along with excerpts from the bible. The children’s pictures are all over the internet. More abuse and so on and so forth. So unfortunately for the dog our walk changed route and I removed every last one of those fliers and I will do again and again.

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A note to whom ever…

Uk Column, Hampstead research, Belinda Mckenzie, Christine Ann Sands, Araya Soma and the like…….You don’t fucking belong here in Hampstead or anywhere. You are sick and twisted, you are the abusers. You have destroyed so many childhoods and yet you claim you are the saviours.  You are a disservice to any child that has been or is being abused. You are the enemy.

I don’t take too kindly to having police and private security patrolling my streets even less yourselves. You’ve had your 15 minutes of fame at the expense of innocent children,  now just fuck off.

Hampstead mum




Advert free trains – Just like this


Every day I use the tube to and from work, I people watch, I read my book, But my favourite past time is looking at the blatant shit negative advertising and try to think of ways I could change a few letters here and add a word there to see how easy it would to be to change the direction of the message.

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One original advert and a subverted one

According to the advertising company Transportmedia “Passengers have an average 13 minutes to take in all the information displayed on Tube Car Panels.”                          That is 13 minutes of what they call “dwell time”. More than you get on walk by’s The higher dwell time leads to greater recall. Which is pretty depressing when you think that the majority of advertising you see on undergrounds is for things like bingo, weight loss, insurance, and dating sites.  ” the nature of these ads ensures that commuters have time to consider and contemplate the content, fully dedicating their attention to the product being advertised”  BRAINWASHING/IMPRINTING is what I call it. And when the tube regularly carries more than four million people a day. Think of the revenue from that!


The excellent jubilefree, planestupid ,SPG and More than just a job campaigns that have been brilliantly putting their mark on the tube. Replacing advertising with their own versions. Highlighting the bullshit. Putting another take on it all from the usual propaganda. Providing the real info on the companies behind the adverts, the facts behind the plans or must know info. These of course are done at some cost. Well you don’t have to be spending money to fight against the daily onslaught of capitalism. To be able to travel with out sexist bullshit, beauty adverts, hair loss clinics and dating sites can be done for nothing. To remove the negative advertising that preys on people’s insecurity and feelings of inadequacy is a must.

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Ideally for me the desired result would be to have no capitalist advertising. I can’t remember where I was recently but I can remember thinking to myself it was really nice because there was no advertising I think it was in Berlin. So to me it seems obvious you can make the tubes add free just by  taking them down/ It’s as easy as that.  There was a moment I was sitting on the Central line surrounded by displaced advertising boards and I am sure that will happen again and again and again when I thought it’s that Simple no? #advertfreetube

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A Hampstead Mum




Can you really call yourself an activist ?


We all have our pet hates, things that for some reason have struck a chord, a company, a government policy, fracking, housing, cuts, NHS….etc. What ever we have chosen to support it is one of a hundred and one things we could have chosen to take to task. But they are all symptoms of the same capitalist system. We can pick and choose who and what we want to protest against when the fancy takes us. My mates are protesting against fracking, and others about the housing crisis and the gentrification of our neighbourhoods. The range of injustices is so vast you could go protest hopping everyday and some of us do. So we are all activists…….

Day after day I see members of DPAC (Disabled People Against the Cuts) out there blocking the roads, storming Parliament and Locking on. Day after day I hear of how many disabled people are dying because of the cuts to the benefits and the loss of Independent Living Fund. They are relentless in their struggle for Independence and freedom. You see the difference is if they don’t succeed in their struggle they may well end up back in institutions or even die. My friends don’t have a choice.

When I get ready to go to a demo/action it’s pretty straight forward. I get up have a coffee, squeeze a little toast if I am feeling it, check in with a few people ,make sure I know where I am going, who I am meeting and what time. I pack my bag, some water, maybe a sandwich and bustcards. I make sure my phone is charged, put on my steel toe caps and leave the house to jump on the tube.

When my DPAC friends get ready to go to a demo/action it may take them hours to get ready. The struggle just to participate in an everyday activity such as getting out of bed can take an extraordinary amount of time, to take their drugs, unplug this tube, change this bag, to change their clothes, to prepare themselves to get to an action can take so much time and energy but they do. And there is no just jumping on public transport as very few routes on public transport are viable for disabled people. So before my friends even meet me on the street their struggle to be there is unquantifiable.


When I stand shoulder to shoulder with other protesters against police lines we push and we shove but we stand there and we remain there of our own free will. When DPAC face police lines they get manhandled, they get pushed out the way, they get removed, they do not have the freedom given to us by our abled bodies to remain. They do not have the freedom to resist as we do. I have watched police officers push wheelchairs over, I have been pushed over wheelchairs, I have watched wheelchairs be pushed out of the way. I have seen my friends deprived of the rights of protest and their freedom of movement by the police using their disabilities against them. When DPAC stormed Parliament recently the police deleted all photo’s taken and stopped the press recording the action. When did you ever hear of that ? DPAC scare them and so they should be scared.

This is my issue……If we aren’t standing with those made most vulnerable by cuts (sorry DPAC I know you dislike the word vulnerable) and aiding these people within our society against the fascist state how can we call ourselves activists? Where is the solidarity?  Have we become so singular in our objectives that we aren’t willing to support others? If we are not protecting our disabled comrades then really it’s all about self interest. It must be ? Because thousands of disabled people are being cleansed from our society and you can only be bothered to get up when it suits. If this is the case we are fucked !

In solidarity with #DPAC

A Hampstead Mum